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Ground Zero,New York.

2010-08-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

New York: have you forgotten cities are built not by steel but bones.

By Mark Gonzales

Prelude:
I. The three century old remains of 20,000 African men, women, children former slaves
were discovered after the clean up of the World Trade Center's collapse.
II. Between twenty and thirty percent of all stolen Africans brought to America as slaves
were Muslim.
A Letter on behalf of Cordova Center by one such “slave”

Bismillah
Is an unspoken song on the tongues of the forgotten
ever wonder where will you pray when your skin has abandoned you
or what religion is your skeleton

A note for Manhattan city residents & Mr. President:
if cemeteries have zip codes, air mail this poem to my mother
courtesy of a masjid wings holding my father’s tear.

New York: have you forgotten cities are built not by steel but bones
that breath is turquoise colored accessory of skeletons
wearing mahogany skin as Friday prayer best

Bedstuy bones have a Project Runway dreams - runaway from the projects.
Tired of being told their shade is out of season by men in midnight blue suits
attempting to tie a two-thumb thick bow tie noose around their neck.
Strange Fruit is back
the new and the old Black
in time for spring season
Muslims again the designs
breathing chest heaving
swinging from government branch limbs.

Dear America: I interrupt your Tea Party
with reminders of ancestral legacy
that picked the very leafs you sip.
They say thirty percent of all slaves stolen from Africa were Muslim
denied prayer on ships
lynched and mocked
whips for the worshipping
shot for salaat

slaves to the dollar: enslaving slaves of Allah

When you built the World Trade Center over our cemeteries
did Senegalese mother’s hold drum circle protest at construction companies
for the steel saliva you layered on their children’s coffins?

New York City’s living pretty luxurious brag
how little skin they own
that one can see their bones through rib cage as if Prada
fashioned design mannequins after auction blocks melanin.
While in 2002, twenty thousand African slaves were discovered
underneath the cat walk modeling states of decay
in basement of today what is called the World Trade Center.

Slaves Models.
both
believe in God
One:
tolerated for invoking the name in anorexia’s reverse communion
practices Ramadan 365 days a year
stomach lining sacrifice offering to porcelains altars
in city subsidized stalls and clubs.

Other:
is child hiding with no one seeking
holding song of Quran In decomposed lungs for three centuries
the sum of Saladin’s sons and daughters under one hundred three steel exhales
separated from the ummah by a cracked twin tear
only homage to memory street cipher testimony
a windmill break dance spin cycles of seven
for circles never made around the ka’ba in Mecca.

Cordoba: thank you for daring to call adhan
in a den of lions illiterate to love.
They call our cemetery “Ground zero”
de facto nicknaming us en la tierra negative
below
absence of value

America: tell us
in this space moment century
as you stand over our grave
that 20,000 spirits of Muslim African
slaves still do not have a right
or a place to pray.

New York:
Your building zones built homes upon our bones
Must you again deny us in death our rights you denied us in life.
We, deserve after three centuries to finally say

Bismillahir rhaminir rahim

Know our prayers end as they always do.

assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullah
assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullah
(May Allah’s peace and blessings be upon ALL & you)

Sincerely signed:
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- Mark Gonzales is a poet, educator, & founder of the Human Writes Project. He has
appeared on HBO Def Poetry, Mun2, NPR & with human rights activists & artists across the
globe. Based in Seattle, WA, where his family used to work the fields, he is committed to
cultivating dignity through creativity. This poem was contributed to PalestineChronicle.com. Contact him at: humanwrites@gmail.com.

books

2010-08-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

i hate factual books..unless they're filled with pictures like the "ELEMENTS" which i am eager to download on the iPad (as i don't have to pay for it now that i've jailbreaked the iPad)....or unless the facts are somewhat infused in a storyline like "Mornings of Jenin"

the book im currently reading by ramzy baroud is more on the factual part,but with a story though not so prominent,hence,the slow reading pace..

acid attack

2010-08-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

the documentary which moved me so....and the exact topic i wrote for the scholastic awards essay competition earlier this year..

lately popularized here in Malaysia by some stupid scumbags, it is however a common practice in Pakistan whereby it is somehow meant to erradicate a women's self-confidence and somewhat die off due to humiliation... such deplorable act... and what infuriates me is that some of the men (in Pakistan) claimed it was permissable according to the AL-quran...

humans are always as such, changing what is conveyed to them (even that by the Almighty God) according to their desires so as to make their lives be accustomed to what and how they want it to be..could the recent mass floodings be a sign of Allah's fury?

whatever it is, women or any other living organism in this world should not be treated (EVER!) this way... do they not have their rights to lead a life with the bless of being able to see, smell, and not being isolated by the community who are just freaked out of their deformed appearances? like what someone in class said today, (quote. "its not up to us to decide whether one lives or dies")

conflicts

2010-08-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

i don't think i did you wrong...it's your fault by the way...i just don't wanna create a conflict,so i said sorry like i mean it...i mean why create problems when you have so much already going on in the world? but still,i don't know if you're still mad about it and theres a little voice inside my head saying our friendship prospects are cloudy and like any cloudy day,it brings about bad news... so yeah,if you want to, just do it..i don't mind...

is it just me or is the Y are getting further apart from the E...i just don't get it eh..why does it always turn awry when something or some organisation involves two or more *ac*s? why?and to think this came just after a week of another conflict makes me wonder. Do we really need the ego? Do we really need to do that just to show off our supremacy? the world is unfair. wallahualam bisawab

let's start questioning ourselves

2010-07-29T23:34:00.001-07:00

hope

2010-07-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

if i were to do this in kuching (my hometown) sometime in the future,it'll be a jackpot baby! :)...

2010-06-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

this blog will be on hiatus...

there isn't really much to rant on....and seriously..no one cares about blogspot no more...so yeah,i'll stick to the not-so-great-either tumblr..and just reblog all the way....and oh,my BIG exam is just around the corner...and if i ace this one,then,its hello college in 6 months and bye bye kuching... theres isn't much time to lose...because im sighting on a great career,a MINI,a family and then theres the charity work........

so its geology over gemology......Australia over England....Free Gaza Movement or any other non-profit humanitarian group over UN,just because UN is so much overrated,and so last year...

i appreciate your comments but the one about the office joke thingy,sorry to say,was very uh - lame....better polish up your humour...

the sad truth... and we still dare to deem ourselves civilized

2010-06-15T10:11:00.000-07:00

this is a true story...of GAZA!

One look at Majda’s face and I felt consumed by her overwhelming pain. For a month Majda has lived on edge, knowing how ill her father was in Gaza and knowing he may die before she would be allowed to enter into Gaza’s closed gates.

Majda told me it was not her father’s death that pained her as much as knowing how worthless his life and his dignity had become, not only to a world that continues to turn a blind eye to Gaza’s misery, not only to the Israelis who have hardened their hearts to the Palestinian suffering, not only to Egypt that continues to act as jailer of Gaza’s population, but even to the Palestinian leaders. His illness was exploited by Fatah and his death was exploited by Hamas.

Majda’s father was in need of kidney dialysis. For a month he was in severe pain. His suffering was prolonged as shortages of drugs and spare parts for equipment in Gaza’s Shifa hospital reached critical levels as a direct result of the imposed siege. If this was not enough for Majda’s father, and for the countless other patients who lingered in the Shifa’s corridors reeking of illness and death, Fatah had called for a strike in the health sector. In other words, medical staff were told by Fatah that they would only receive their salaries if they stayed home.

The decision of Fatah union leaders, representing teachers and health workers, to strike until the end of this year was designed to weaken Hamas’s support base in the besieged strip. However, Fatah’s decision has been criticized by many international observers, as it caused grave harm to Gaza’s medical patients and school children, while failing its objective of weakening the Hamas faction.

Many doctors and teachers heeded Fatah’s call and stayed home. After all, the siege has lead to basic food shortages, and whatever supplies were available in the market were sold only to the highest bidder. No one in his right mind in Gaza wants the risk of losing a salary.

And so, for one long month, Majda’s poor father, who could barely walk from the pain, was shoveled back and forth at Shifa looking for a doctor, looking for a working dialysis machine, waiting for the electricity to come back on, waiting for a shipment of medication to arrive. Without working elevators, he was carried around from floor to floor by his desperate sons. Majda cried at how little dignity this whole process had given him.

Majda’s father’s death is another reminder of the ongoing brutality of the siege that has kept her and her family apart for years. It is a reminder for her that the lives of those she loves in Gaza is under constant threat. It is a reminder that even under the most dire humanitarian situations, she is prevented from entering Gaza to see her family and they are prevented from ever coming out. It is a reminder that we have all failed to intervene to stop the wholesale destruction and collective punishment of 1.5 million Palestinians trapped in the world’s most densely populated strip of land.

Majda wept and her words came out broken: “Where else in the world do you have more than one million people locked up with little food and medicine and with no visitation rights?”

As I offered Majda my embrace, I thought of my own family in Gaza and I wondered whether my children will ever see their grandparents again. I wondered what it is that their loving grandparents have done in their life to be treated with such cruelty, so as to be deprived from the joy of being united with their first born son and their grandchildren?

Many families who are faced with an ailing father or a dying mother in Gaza are taking risks these days, paying suspicious gangsters and black market merchants a hefty fee so they can use the dangerous underground tunnels to travel from Egypt into Gaza – just to reunite with their loved ones. Others, like my family, are following the news daily looking for rays of hope that this siege will be lifted.

When Majda’s father died, the most that the Hamas officials in Gaza could do for him was to offer to burry him in Gaza’s new cemetery – they named it the Cemetery of the Martyrs of the Siege. When Majda told me that, she smiled with a bitterness I have never seen before – a kind of infectious bitterness that ran through my veins. I understood just what she meant.

There is no solace in the fact that another father, son, mother, loved one is killed by the siege. Death by neglect, death by malnutrition, death by poverty, death by medicine shortages or death by any other means is death. Naming the dead martyrs brings little comfort to their loved ones. An Arab poet once said “We died until death grew sick of us”. I wonder when will death grow sick of Gaza?

gaza

2010-06-13T07:43:00.001-07:00

for so long a bloody affair...

of bloody streets filled with bodies, cold and blatantly dead,

of dilapidated homes, deprived of laughters,

with white phosphorus sprinkled on top,

children, emptied of their childhood, their future snatched,

peppered with bullets, like its somekind of a game,

dead by "accidents", purposely done man-made ones,

oh gaza! we cried you a river,

but what is it to match the power,those blind leaders have?

oh ye children of gaza,

keep the sage tea, and the breads, and the olive oil if you please,

for it is not time to give up hope,

just look beyond the horizon, insyaallah, help is approaching.

ne me quitte pas

2010-05-23T05:24:00.001-07:00

the song's so powerful....but not to the point where i'll be reduced to tears...

the bound-to-be the tallest and biggest structure on earth

2010-05-17T04:59:00.000-07:00

is being build just beside the holy Masjidilharam in Makkah... as part of the plan to ease congestion since most of the hotels around the masjid have been demolished to make way for the expansion of the holy Masjid..and the best part is they're having this sukouk scheme whereby all muslims, of any nationalities to obtain a suite during the hajj...cool,no?

*Makkah,alongside Madinah are 2 of the holy places of muslims and are known as tanah haram whereby only muslims are allowed to enter...

hey sexy lady from kualala lumpur...

2010-05-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

though the music video is kinda lame...its a catchy song...go malaysia?

care for some Feuilles?

2010-05-12T02:47:00.000-07:00

yes,from the guy who makes the world's most expensive macarons...demmit, tres appetissant...

time for some food porn..

2010-05-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

multi-berry cheesecake popsicle..

now,this is just divine....back at my house,we only make Milo and cordial popsicles...and with that,i mean ordinary ones.. no grotesque shapes...

2010-05-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

Weicheng Lim

embak ilek dik! :) ilek ilek xD

haha...terror juak you weicheng....

Weicheng Lim

kamek terror bah. Kau terror juak bang! XD

Sharifah Safira Al-Barakbah

Hahahahaha gago wei cheng koh-.- its terer- not terror !

Weicheng Lim

i knew it! Eh abang x terer la! Kameklah yang terer! Hehe.. Eh fira tok. Ilek ah.. XD

haha..

2010-05-01T04:02:00.000-07:00

this is just absurd...why didn't any muslims did the same thing to the holy bible? simple. believing in the scriptures before islam ( torah,psalms and bible) is the basic fundamentals of islam...kudos to you guys for pissing,clogging the quran in the toilet..may allah grant his hidayah on you! because you know they more you hate,the more you know..

duit i ney?

2010-05-01T02:49:00.001-07:00

what money? and who are you?

Ask me anything

i need another dose of juno

2010-04-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

Juno: I hate it when adults use the term “sexually active.” What does it even mean? Can I deactivate someday, or is this some sort of permanent state of being?

Juno (2007)

~ mucho pronto

2010-04-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

things never happen as how we plan it to be..

like just now,we were writing pantuns about us losing to the opponents in the first round...but god has his ways,we won the first round....booyah! we were too tired to win the second round, plus, our brains were just too slow as if jammed...so yeah...at least we matched last year's performance.... haha...but still,we had a great time,doing pantuns, making new friends and perhaps enemies too (azweera almost got into a nasty fight with some Malay b****)

im happy to say that this competition had successfully deleted my sorrows of failing to make it to round two during the debate last saturday as well as gaining a spot in the top three during the islamic quiz..

2010-04-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

had my jap yesterday....my first since 2008...i admit i felt a bit apprehensive.... i just hope everything goes fine...and i super duper hope we'll spend a day or two in singapore before flying off there cause theres no more time after that since we're only coming back on the 13th..while school starts on the 14th of june...

i need a new phone...period..mom won't let her bb given to me...she says only when she gets the iphone 4g,will she give the bb...the last time i checked the iphone 4g was still in the designing process (or is it,not so sure)...so it won't be soon before long till i get my hands on her bb..so yeah,ive decided that i shall buy a new one...lamak gilak tunggu..but then,ive to be careful not to let this upcoming one be thrown on the floor when i'm mad...like how i did to the my current ones...hence,the necessity of a new phone... -.- <--such a bastard,i know..

2010-04-17T16:25:00.000-07:00

the islamic quiz on thursday...what a bummer...cuz we didn't win...well,i was expecting good results this time around....but never a problem...our school wasn't far behind the top three school's marks...i have the feeling we were in the top 10..

the debate yesterday..we didn't win....those abdillah college's students were SUPERRR DDUPPER awesome...i tried to hide my nervousness by smiling...but then,at least i did better than how i did the last time.. :) .... fredrick told me people were giggling when i talked,so i guess thats a plus side,no?..haha...better luck next time...insyaallah

smk tun abdul razak..be nice this wednesday.. :) ...

sheer luck

2010-04-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

my sister has got to be the luckiest biatch ever...
she got an offer by the sarawak bowling team to join them while having her E.C.A just now....i bet alvin's jaw dropped so widely then..joshua's too..haha...she kinda wanted to join as their rep. gave her the offer letter but as expected,my parents turned down the offer because she's having her PMR in october...so yeah...but then,she's still lucky...

ps: debating on saturday....nervous like hell man....

prejudice II

2010-04-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

Stewardess: Seat number, please? :) 
Me: Um, 27, ma'am.  
Stewardess: *Ushered me to my seat and stared at me* So, you have a hand-carry luggage. 
Me: Erm, yeah I do. My brother and I.  
Stewardess: Traveling alone? As in the both of you only? 
Me: Yes.  
Stewardess: You do know you're supposed to check it in right? 
Me: No no, the lady behind the counter said that it's the appropriate size and weight. We asked. 
Stewardess: *shouted* NO! She's wrong. Now, how are you gonna put it up into the compartment? You go put it yourself now.  
Me: Erm, you help me, then? 
Stewardess: No no. Now, that's not my job! My job is too serve you food and assist you to your seat. THAT'S IT! 
Me: Sheesh. Okay then. Let me ask the SUPERVISOR to help me.  
Stewardess: No need. I'll put it up for you, but you help me. 
Me: Duh, why wouldn't I? 
Pilot: *through mic* ... if you need any assistance, please call our air stewards.  
Me: *press the help button thingy and the same stewardess came* Oh, later, when touchdown, help me with my luggage. The pilot said I could call you if I needed any assistance. And I do. 
Stewardess: *Walks away.*  
Foreigner: Oh, could you help me, please? 
Stewardess: *the same one* Oh sir, ma'am, gladly. Let me help you with your luggage. No problem.  
Me: WHAT THE?! Just because I'm traveling without my parents, you can't treat me like that! Period. *showed them VVIP pass* 
Stewardess: Oh, I'm so so sorry. Can I get you tea? Coffee? Orange juice? 
Me: Save it. You made me use the pass. So if this is how you treat normal, unknown people, I'm telling your supervisor or whoever is in-charge.

what happened to this super rich kid on MAS..at least she has a freaking VVIP pass to flaunt off...now,will the stewardess give a damn if i were to board on that plane??

2010-04-07T07:23:00.000-07:00

they can make a comeback anytime now....and do a tour! i miss those times when they were on disney channel...

i shall make a cover of this soon enough.. :)

2010-04-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

pervert ass

2010-03-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

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first..nice name..pass eh..cool! no lame.. -.-
second..gtfo my freaking blog...its better for you to fuck yourself (in whatever way possible) rather than wasting your time copying and pasting these stuffs...comprende??? oh sorry you dont speak spanish,do you? i bet u dont speak english too..

FML

2010-03-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

shitlah..i was in such a good mood this morning,but now im just F pissed..thanks to my para familia.. -.- ... geram sungguh!

i know this sounds so cliche..but i want to drive so badly..no more waiting for a freaking 30 minutes waiting my goddamn car to come and pick me up...everyones (literally) driving.. but yeah,sounds so surreal esp. when you have parents like mine..

ps:-Damai bores me.. BIG TIME!

2010-03-17T18:16:00.000-07:00

questions you get on formspring..

2010-03-17T18:08:00.000-07:00

Q: do you know that i have a big crush on you?

A: well okay... but i wouldn't know if you don't tell me who you are

http://www.formspring.me/zaffzai/q/321683334

*blush*

2010-03-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

im trying to remember how i actually studied for my PMR exams two years ago..since i kinda got a relatively good results then..but nay,i forgot actually how i did it...gah..its so bloody frustrating when you know you have to learn but you just simply can't...i wonder how i managed to simply ignore facebook when i was 15 and thus, study..

i don't have a medium to vent out my exasperation..blogging ain't gonna do anything.... okay..deleted my twitter...i might as well deactivate facebook and tumblr..but it'd be a pity if i delete my tumble-log..bah,i might just leave it there...but theres almost this certainty that i will deactivate my facebook... :) ..enough said..

next mission:-tryta distant myself from tv...im such a couch potato..daem...and ive got the feeling it affects my overall health...ive got chest pains and it ain't cool...reminds me of death eh....and last night,blimey i had this dream about myself..bloody scary..

ive written too much..so ttfn <- that is unless i do not have a sudden notion to delete my blogger account too...but it'd be a waste,nay?

what a question...-.-

2010-03-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

do you weigh yourself everyday?

no…

Ask me anything

prejudice

2010-03-09T23:12:00.000-08:00

You: hi

Stranger: asl pls?

You: 16,male,malaysia

You: yours?

2010-03-09T23:03:00.000-08:00

the right way to lose the weight (above)
-> the first biggest loser asia winner..BAD example

i mean, just look at him...okay,so you're losing weight to be anorexic?okay,maybe im just jealous...

when i was 16..

2010-03-07T04:19:00.000-08:00

"She lives in NYC now..so unless you have the resources to pay for her & bands’ flights to & from NYC, I think it’s probably impossible.

I’m sure you will have a great birthday anyway J

Best,

rt"

desperate attempt in having the oh-so-popular (or is she?) Zee Avi, to perform on my party last year...well,i guess that didn't turn out positive..haha... i wonder if you're coming to Kuching on the 16th Robin..

2010-03-03T23:17:00.001-08:00

xie xie

2010-03-03T07:39:00.000-08:00

so so much for the compliments... it certainly made my day..i am fine btw.........okay i know ive been on such a long hiatus but i promise,ill write a long one soon enough... :) ... hopefully with lotsa pictures..

fisheye tutor needed

2010-02-22T04:44:00.000-08:00

lomo-ers take notice

WIN!!!!

2010-02-16T08:44:00.001-08:00

Abang Mohammad Musawi- i hate kids. UNLESS THEY ARE CUTE OR NICE OR GOOD OR CLEVER OR THEIR DAD IS SUPER RICH.

2010-01-03T03:16:00.000-08:00

okay so no one have formspringed me! daem..and theres nothing to reblog on my tumblr neither is there anything to retweet

so i might as well rant about myself..

so tomorrow im going to school again....some of my friends wont be around... :(
im in form 5 now haih...having SPM is the thing i dread the most
o allah! please please make it straight a's...
i was considering to go to KTJ in 2011 but heck...45,000 a year?
i dont ever wanna be a burden to my folks..so imma work hard this year to get that scholarship......

tumblr.formspring.

2010-01-03T03:02:00.000-08:00

follow me on tumblr,all bloggers.. :)

and do formspring me!

cause i hate goodbyes

2009-11-23T07:05:00.000-08:00

one of my friends who i really grew fond of over the years,is leaving..... :(

so long, bitch

2009-11-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

up to date:-
ive ditched 1,2,3,4 outings...hahahaha

2009-11-12T05:48:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna go to the functions tomorrow..enuff said
schools over...am sad really ..
chris ngu...imma miss u man!!!!!!!though weve only been friends for like what...8 months??..hahha...ull do fine there... anyways,good luck
reunion of sri cemerlang year 2000 oi....c'mon ppl...i need your responses...
i can play a song with the ukulele now...ngee.....just you and me by zee avi..... :)
i despise going to the salon to have my hair cut...id rather do it myself....and i just did...so long long hair....hahaha...
syafiz spends millions per month...heh...kaki ngenjeng as always.....bad habits die hard,dont they,syafiz???
im craving for kebabs and subway's sandwiches.....
i need to go to marks and spencers and gdo for the renovation.. :)

i need to be thrifty,no stingy from now...

2009-11-04T04:35:00.000-08:00

my post-spm europe trip and my room's renovation is at stake...grr...why oh why?

blogger is so passe

2009-10-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

but still tumblr..i dont find it appropriate to write a lot there too...

things to look forward after the exams:-

- KK with the cousins...yay!!..
- shopping in kl....perhaps some more artworks..yeah...that would do me good...
- singapore baby
- a new handphone...some may know what happened to my current ones...
- my long overdued birthday party..
- thats anout all i think..and oh,outing with sha and sya... :)

schools ovaah

2009-10-29T02:45:00.000-07:00

daem...i feel so good now that the tests are over..yeah i know,schools not over just yet but hey were not going to learn anymore,do we??

well,lesson learnt...ill never be good in addmaths and physics (perhaps?) without going to tuition...ill just register at sri sarjana's next year....imma join miss felicia's class,the straight-haired chemistry teacher.... :) ...i heard its good..

so what shall i do at school tomorrow...had an idea of bringing the jenga along..but well see..

...

Ground Zero,New York.

books

acid attack

conflicts

let's start questioning ourselves

hope

the sad truth... and we still dare to deem ourselves civilized

gaza

ne me quitte pas

the bound-to-be the tallest and biggest structure on earth

hey sexy lady from kualala lumpur...

care for some Feuilles?

time for some food porn..

duit i ney?

i need another dose of juno

sheer luck

prejudice II

i shall make a cover of this soon enough.. :)

pervert ass

FML

questions you get on formspring..

Q: do you know that i have a big crush on you?A: well okay... but i wouldn't know if you don't tell me who you arehttp://www.formspring.me/zaffzai/q/321683334

what a question...-.-

do you weigh yourself everyday?

prejudice

when i was 16..

xie xie

fisheye tutor needed

WIN!!!!

tumblr.formspring.

cause i hate goodbyes

i need to be thrifty,no stingy from now...

blogger is so passe

schools ovaah

Q: do you know that i have a big crush on you?

A: well okay... but i wouldn't know if you don't tell me who you are

http://www.formspring.me/zaffzai/q/321683334